Saturday, 31 December 2016

That Eyes

Oh my,

How can I resist such beautiful creature in front of me?

It shines better than I thought it would be. 


Oh my,

I couldn't feel myself. 

I melted away.

I thought I was sober,

But I was so drunk by the look from the eyes.


I'm longing for something I would never get even in my next life.


Oh my,

What should I do?




Friday, 30 December 2016

Numb

I have become so numb. I feel lonely. But the weird thing is, i like it numb, i like it lonely, i like it i feel alone. I like it when my world is dark but music shine on it. I feel like i have falling in love with this loneliness.


Tuesday, 27 December 2016

Crazy!

I thought I've put an end on my own story. 
I guess not.

I couldn't get over you. I just couldn't erase you from this story, yet. 

You're an addiction. Your character is everything. 



God, this is crazy. 
Don't tell me I've falling in love with some stranger in my dreams, that I don't even know who.

It is really weird.

Crazy. really.



Goodbye, my imaginary lover

Day 6,

You're not in my dream anymore.

I told you to go away. I told myself to let this go.

I'll cherish you, I'll cherish our memory. I'll cherish my dreams.

Six days, ended.

Monday, 26 December 2016

Living Alone

Tadi ternampak satu post dekat fesbuk. Post yang menarik. Pasal living alone.

I would 100% agree that living alone is the best thing could happen in ones life! How I really wish I could live alone, in a small and simple apartment, or maybe a studio apartment, where all of your stuff will be right in front of your eyes.

Living alone is not boring, Some would say "Weh, tak ada life ke? Mesti life kau boring" No, it isn't. It is cool to live alone that no one really cares bila kau malas basuh pinggan lepas makan or you can walking around your house naked. haha!

I wish I could get my own personal space soon.

Tunggu lah gaji aku RM6000 then I would definitely live alone. Bukan tak suka duduk dengan orang but for those yang kenal aku, I like to be alone. And I will be alone most of the time during my off day if my bf tak ajak keluar. and oh, i like go out alone too!

Dulu masa kolej duduk dekat bukit bintang tu sorang. sambil dengar musik dan baca buku dan tengok gelagat orang. Sejak bukit bintang tu dah tak ada, aku duduk KLCC depan air pancut tu, sambil dengar lagu, sambil baca buku.

Kadang kadang aku rasa aku tengah bercinta dengan diri sendiri. Tapi itulah, setiap kali aku keluar seorang atau duduk seorang, akan timbul satu perasaan baru dalam diri aku. Dan selalunya, bila aku keluar sorang untuk buat train ride atau duduk dekat KLCC tu, aku akan pelajari sesuatu yang baru. Hanya dengan melihat gelagat orang, dan cuba huraikan sesuatu tindakan tu dari setiap sudut dan sudut yang berbeza.

Jenis suka overthinking.

Keep Dreaming

Could you please let us remain like this. I couldn't ask for more. I wanna keep dreaming. About you and me.

I'll left one room, an empty room just for you to fill it up with your smiles and laughters that I want you to make. Cos your happiness makes me happy. I want you to be the reason of my joy.

Let us just stay like this. In this dream. Cos you're all mine in my own world.

Sunday, 25 December 2016

again, another dream

It was still you in my dream.

Four days in a row. And now I'm getting used to it. I feel like you're really mine in my dream. I am not really sure what was going on in that dream but it was beautiful.

Beautiful enough for me to put on some smile once I opened my eyes.

No, I don't want it to be real. Because reality hurts. Just remain like this, as my imaginary lover.

I couldn't wait to fall asleep, really. So I could see you again. Well, I hope so.