Tuesday 28 May 2019

Can I just be myself for today?

Aku mental breakdown, and this is not the first since my last post. Aku tak tahu nak update apa kat sini but I just feel fucked. Otak penat pasal tak boleh tidur. I thought by cutting my hand again terus boleh tidur but still can't.

Should I give up?

May 2019


I don't know if my mood dah haywire but i was bored cos I can't sleep padahal my body and my mind penat nak mampos. I just can't sleep. Panic attacks at 2 am, burped a lot, rasa nak muntah, my brain is still taknak stop.

I'm just too tired. I wanna live but I'm tired.