Trapped

At first it was all beautiful

But. it has become a burden.

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Could you just stop appearing in my dreams?
I keep missing you.

I have no power to stop you from entering the world I created by myself.

It was my fault to let you in, in the first place. And you have become an addiction..

I caught myself for wanting more. The fact that I'm the one who always wanted it to be happen. I mean, the dream... and all.

I want more.

I want.... more than just a dream.

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I think I'm trapped in my own world.

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But I can't deny your eyes.

....

I can't deny your existence.

I just can't

You're too beautiful.. So damn beautiful.